Logical sense

Things died down somehow.... And I reflected.

I think in retrospect, I am vulnerable beyond logical sense. Taking time out, I ponder on the various situations and concluded that indeed I have been outplayed. Like how Barcelona will to dominate a game if they are in top form.

Henceforth, I decided to take flight and let things fall into place.

Meanwhile, it's back to the gym, hard running and more workout. Back to what keeps me happy in life.

Thanks to my friends who have shown me great support.

Thoughts

Once I was in a relationship, love her deeply.

3 yrs past, she left me. Many good and bad things happened during this period.

I was devastated.... Spent a long time recovering from the ordeal but my heart never left her.

Till I met another her.

She is sweet, really sweet. I tried hard to avoid her as I am nursing a wounded heart but she kept melting my heart and my defences.

I ended up falling for her and I saw a future with her. I love her alot but she chose someone else eventually.

My heart is really wounded... Though I am not a fan of self-pity, tears swelled in my eyes every now and then. Emotions kept building up within me.

As I take this lonely walk alone, I reflected on the past and can only remember the happy memories.

I just wish one day, come someone who really understand who I am and build upon a future with me.

Till then, it's a journey which I wish for some time alone.